Sullivile

Moving to Monterrey has been one of the most disturbing and coolest thing I've ever done. Suprignsinly college wasn't one of the disturbing things. Perhaps it's the weird air of the city mixed with the one of the mountains, or maybe it's the accent, but I've come to enjoy to be with myself in a place I hardly know. A place that is so big that you can almost fullfil any of your most twisted and crazy dreams in some corner. I like big places, they are like a big chest of toys and spiders. Living by myself (kinda) has been a challenge, it's like trhowing a fish out of the water and expect it will evolve before it dies. One comes to love the

So the time it's been quite relative. I still havent written my story, I'm improving it.. yeah sure.. I'm just inventig facts and slowly killing it, I need to start now. It' was recomforting to find out that Frankeinstein author was a 19 year old chik. Also Benjamin Lebbert, published his first book at the age of 16. And I won't mention Eragon, no sir, that is a dark day for the sci-fi fantasy novels. In other news there is a fairy tale contest: 500$ as a prize. And I really really want to win, have you ever felt like.. when there's something really big infront of you.. you feel a lot of pressure and you get affraid of what you do because y

Days had been full with nothign lately. Everything seems emtpy now, for now reason at all. That's peacefull in one hand, but I think I'm starting to give a shit about everything and I can't avoid it, I fight against it, I try to organize myself and put the more important thins in my life first, but still, that feeling of surrender runs trought my body like morphine. The days past by like months, I'm getting older, I'm loosing friends but I'm meeting new ones. I'm spinning a few revolutions but I don't care, I don't care where I'll end I just don't care about anyting anymore. My body keeps telling me to lay down somewhere and close my eyes